inwardly
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/ˈɪnwərdli/
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/ˈɪnwədli/
in your thoughts or feelings, not showing outwardly
I inwardly cringed at the bad joke, but I smiled outwardly.
我内心对那个糟糕的笑话感到尴尬,但我表面上还是微笑了。