inwardly
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/ˈɪnwərdli/
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/ˈɪnwədli/
in your thoughts or feelings, not showing outwardly
I inwardly cringed at the bad joke, but I smiled outwardly.
我內心對那個糟糕的笑話感到尷尬,但我表面上還是微笑了。